Annihilate

Wherever he may walk, everything burns
A bringer of death, pain, hatred and strife
He is doomed to loneliness in this life
As for onlookers, away their heads turn
he walks into town with purposeful stride
Voices of abuse ring out like a bell
And as he plots their casting into hell
They make permanent scars upon his pride
But he never wanted it in this way
He was himself but not given a chance
Thus he is dislikeable at first glance
But his thirst for vengeance won’t go away

They isolate and abuse him each day
But he will destroy them and make them pay


13th December 2000

Drinking Binge

Step into my room, step into my world
Come one! Come all! Don’t be shy! Come on in!
Give me your sweet lips and give me my sin
Let’s make the inevitable chaos unfurl
Caught with my pants down with a stupid grin
As I run my fingers through your soft hair
If I wake up dead I really don’t care
You are a prize I’m determined to win
You just don’t have a clue, don’t you, you ditz
So wear that smile but not a loaded gun
Come right on in and we will have some fun
And all the while our brains fall to bits

Now we both have one way tickets to hell
But who cares when everything is swell?


11th December 2000

Crucifixion

Nothing will ever again be the same
None but I know of the pain inside
And from the rest of the world I will hide
As I can’t bring myself to face the shame
I scream my lungs out but without a sound
While I sit in an empty room friendless
And gone is my last chance of happiness
All is lost, everything has turned around
One careless whisper, one simple blunder
They won’t listen, no matter what I do
They persecuted me for being true
Leaving my world lost and torn asunder

I have been filled with deception and lies
There’s little left to do except close my eyes


10th December 2000

Wrath

From here on, I leaving you right now
I want out of the crap you put me through
There’s little left for me to stay or do
So get out of my life you stupid cow
When the whole thing was over I felt used
I cared about you but you didn’t for me
You just stood around while I got abused
Anything you say now is just too late
You filled me up with corruption and lies
And you went to betray me in my eyes
It’s ironic you embraced what you hate

And may I add that I’m not your doll
I don’t want to see you again you moll


10th December 2000

Challenge to a Rival

I could write a better story then you!
I’m talking to you Mister John Marsden!
I must read your books? Who says I have to?
Just wait ‘til you step into my garden!
I must read your Tomorrow/War books, right?
Who says I have to read the whole saga?
I keep the entire saga from my sight!
I will not be sucked in like a loser!
I can and I will top anything you do!
My work can keep people awake at night!
Indeed, I can write better stuff then you!
My work can too keep people up in fright!

I won’t listen to the words of a sap
And I know that my work can top your crap


10th December 2000