Fear of Ghosts

What'd I do to deserve this wretched fate?
Why must you make my life a living Hell?
Why must your voice keep ringing like a bell?
Why am I the target of all your hate?
Yes I did kill you many moons ago
But you tormented me as you do now
And your motives were unclear - You played foul
And I sank into a pit so low
Cast from society I hid away
From the sin I so wanted to forget
But last night I awoke in a cold sweat
You came back to haunt me for every day

A fear of ghosts makes guilty conscience loom
A ghost is here to drag me to my doom


4th August 2002

Revenge

I am myself, you are many and one
You keep kicking me, making me deranged
But today it's all going to change
I'm gonna break my rusty cage and run
I am going to squash unjust pain
I will reject you as you rejected me
I will elude your dark grasp and live free
And without me, you'll never be the same
What did I do to deserve this? Tell me
You don't know do you? That you cannot tell
So when I'm done casting you into Hell
I will leave you burning, laughing with glee

For me there is a promise of a new day
For the burning pain, I have made you pay


4th August 2002

Love will tear us apart

I decided to cheer up yesterday
A revelation that worked all too well
And then sunshine came in a blazing ray
The world should know that I've burst from my shell
Life was great until along came a prick
And then, in a very poor choice of words,
Said my happy mood was making him sick
And my smiling was load of dog turds
In that instant, time came to a standstill
My new found joy fell and smashed on the floor
My happiness was that the prick did kill
And then, I didn't want to smile anymore

I went back to my shell and misery
With nothing but a faded memory


12th June 2002