Remembrance

Remember when you said you loved me?
Do you remember what we did that night?
Do you remember when we felt so free?
Remember when we held each other so tight?
Ah yes. I do recall it very well
We walked under a starry starry night
And then into each other’s arms we fell
And then we kissed in the pale moonlight
On that night we said we loved each other
We were both seduced by the other’s charms
And we had found love for one another
As we captured the other in our arms

I do recall our date with destiny
There we forged a future for you and me


2nd September 2000

Match Made in Heaven

You are a hentai - perverted and proud
I'm reserved in this mortal coil
You are young hyperactive and quite loud
But I am quiet and yet quite loyal
You're in High School and four years my younger
But I am an adult and in Uni
A river divides us. A Heart's hunger
For a grown man and a female looney
You are a dominatrix I am half mad
I keep throwing life lines - You remain true
You seem to be carefree but I am sad
A match made in heaven? I think so too

We are mismatched but we stay together
And so, for that, I will love you forever


2nd September 2000

I think I'm in love

It has begun: the world has stopped turning
Many a cold shiver runs down my spine
The fires in my heart have begun burning
All has turned upside down. It is a sign
A tsunami of sweat runs from my hands
Everything crumbles. The bubble has been burst
Images disintegrate into sands
So I hang on and prepare for the worst
Boredom has consumed me in this darkness
But I don’t give a rat’s arse about you
It just happened this afternoon, this mess
And it would appear my feelings are true

I think I’m in love. That must be it
But boy is it making me fell like shit


This edition: 30th July 2000

Love

I love you and no one else besides you
All your personality and your charm
If you take my hand I will get you through
I will make sure you do not come to harm
How I would love to kiss and touch your face
I do not care what other people say
O, the thought of us in intimate embrace
I wish you were here with me today
I don’t care if you’re mean. Just come with me
Just a day with you is eternal bliss
If you really love me then you will see
I love you too - Said with a lover’s kiss

I really so passionately love you
I will never break your heart - That is true


First version: 17th October 1998
This edition: 30th July 2000

Alexandra

So many doors but only one offers hope
Many doors are opened but not the one true
Never-ending journey. One I can’t cope
I open up a door and then you stepped through
At long last my eternal search is done
My angel is here. I shed happy tears
And I will shine on for she is my sun
I ask her: “Where have you been all these years?”
Sweet music and magic come when we kiss
And the way we hold each other’s hand tight
And when I am with her it is pure bliss
And her beauty shines through in the moonlight

I found you after many a broken heart
I so love you and may we never part


20th July 2000

Gave up gave in

No I do not seek a soul mate anymore
That’s it. It’s over. It’s come to an end
Go. Leave me. Go away and close that door
On me and my efforts to find a friend
You know they say all the world’s a stage
But the season has run out for this clown
He leaves despite all the sorrow and rage
The audience yells abuse. He stands down
Yet all is not well that doesn’t end well
But still I am glad I gave up. I am smart
As before, I’ll go on and leave this hell
No way am I in a bond that falls apart

Girlfriends are not the way out of this mess
I’ll just sit here and rot in this darkness


18th June 2000

Last Chance

Shall we speak today or speak tomorrow?
Will we ever see each other again?
No. Never. Quite possible not.
But then…..
Last chance to speak to each other?
Yes. So….
Your reactions to me aren’t like the rest
My madness you seem to find amusing
Hasn’t happened before -
Interesting
You don’t regard me as some kind of pest
My chances to speak with you failed
True
Did I tell you all I had to say?
No but then tomorrow is another day
Or is it?
Will I remain ever blue

So will we speak again in time?
Maybe. And then everything will be fine


28th May 2000